That’s a funny email signature, 샘.
Long-exposure photo of Hangang Railway Bridge and 63 Building.
*gets absolutely nothing done* well time for a break
I’ve written a post like this before (and it’s not about FB).
But there are so many seemingly meaningless and weird things that I miss doing or want to do in Seoul again.
I want to go lounge in Han River Park on an early summer afternoon.
I want to walk along Hangang Bridge and just stop and look over at the view of the 63 Building for a while.
I want to walk along Ewha’s beautiful campus again when the leaves have turned to red and orange and yellow, and take photos amongst all the autumn foliage.
When AF is actually starting to come out with things that are cute and not obnoxiously moosified, and my closet ends up with more things from there than I would ever have imagined….Like this sweatshirt. Oops.
And my MAC lipstick, Creme Cup. <3
Oh and me too. I’m in this picture too.
A blue day on the Han River. •• #seoul #korea #hanriver #서울 #한국 #한강 #river #bridge (at 옥수 한강공원)
Sunset over Yeouido, seen from Hangang Bridge.
fucking beautiful wow
He really believes that we can be just friends. He talks to me like we’ve been friends for a long time, like nothing’s wrong. And it’s painful to look at, and to not reply to him. Because he doesn’t want to lose me as a ~friend~ but I don’t want to be just a friend. Neither of us is going to be happy, but it’s either gotta be us together or not speaking to each other anymore.
And that’s a really hard thing for me to commit to doing, because of how I feel about him. I don’t want to just cut him out of my life, but…
Trust me we’re not a couple anymore.
He’s just trying to act all happy and friendly, when that’s the last thing I feel like being right now. I ignore a lot of his messages just because I am trying to keep myself from giving into this “just being a friend” crap that will drain the life out of me.
It will kill me to watch him live his life without me as just a friend, and to keep mum about how I really feel about him, and to watch him eventually fall in love with someone else. I do not want to see that.
I get a lot of asks about people asking me about studying at specific schools in Korea, since I only went to a few I want to know who to refer people to if they ask me such questions
So I want to make a list of all the people that study or studied in Korea.and blogged about that experience. Doesn’t matter if its University, language institute, or summer school. Exchange, regular or transfer student or any other.
Please reblog and specify when, which school and what kind of student you were or are going to be.
Let me start out:
- Hankuk University of Foreign Studies, 2011, summer school
- Sookmyung Womens University, January till June 2012, exchange student and language institute
- Hanyang University, September 2013 till ~2017, regular student
This is still a thing that is going around, since I gained a few followers since the first tme I posted it, maybe there are more people that want to add their name and experience to the list!
Fall 2012 ~ Spring 2013 @ Ewha Womans University! :D
So I’ve been doing my best to be strong and not look like a mess. While I’m out, in class or at work, I do pretty well being smiley and in a good mood, but at home really all I do is clean and cry. I didn’t cry anywhere close to as much as I am now over my previous ex.
But anyway, Friday night was a friend’s birthday party in a fancy bar, so I dressed up and hung out with her at her little couch and table at the bar with all the friends, both my coworkers and a lot of people she knew. I had like five glasses of champagne in the span of two hours, and got… tipsy. Pretty tipsy. And when I got home, FB had texted me. Normally I would have ignored this, but of course, I was drunk and had to drunk respond to his “what are you doing?” with an attempt at a snappy comeback. But because of my intoxication, it ended up as a jumble of misspelled words and gave away the fact that I was drunk. All this is fine though, until I see on Kakaotalk that we had a ten minute phone call.
And I don’t remember that at all.
Enjoying some super delicious ice 카페라떼 and O M G they are playing the best songs ever. Think chill korean indie love songs that makes you happy and just blissfull.
Like seriously I’m so in love with this place.
Open 24hours. Good coffee. Damn good music.
It hurts today.
I got through my vocabulary quiz in Korean class, but I was unable to speak properly during class discussion and I just felt off.
FB was trying to talk to me on Kakao this morning like nothing was awkward between us, speaking in Korean and asking me dumb questions like if I’d eaten and how class was. I had to tell him (again) that I can’t do this, just keeping my feelings to myself and acting like I am just his friend.
I had to send him a rather sharp and unhappy message saying goodbye, called him and told him goodbye, and it really hurt.
Things just don’t feel right and I am so unhappy still.